"Nothing hurts more than to be paid a pittance to help someone else succeed.  I like "what the future brings to the table" line, because the future is you and you are its force.   "Everything is visible to someone who looks in the right place".   Work on getting the internal reality on target and the external reality will follow suit.  We draw to us what we believe in, so start believing in yourself.   "It is a rare person who glimpses the expanse of his own subjectivity - who knows that everything before his mind's eye is the thunder's Maya; an elaborate dream of the world worthy of a god, but reverie just he same."  Enjoy.  V."